There's so many things I look to you for, I still go to call you and tell you what's going on. I miss your guidance and just your presence.. There's not a thing in the world I wouldn't do to have you back with me. The doggies are missing their mummy but their being angels for me, I think it's true that they can sense human feelings. It's patches 2nd birthday this week, an I'm going to get him a little sponge cake and some treats, what a sight it'll be I just wish you were here to see it all. I'll see you again one day, even though each day without you seems like years. I love you always and forever!