I'm still finding it hard to accept your not in this world anymore, sometimes it's almost like I forget you've even left. I don't know whether that's a good or bad thing, my heart aches when I realise everytime I turn around to speak to you or hug you. I keep hope and faith that you are still with me really because I really feel that someone has blessed me over the past few months.. I have faith we will be together again. I miss and love you always. I just need courage to keep going without you for now. Big hugs and kisses xxxxxxxxx