Mum I miss you so much, i can't believe it's been over 3 months it's so hard to believe that your not here anymore nothing feels the same but it still feels like your part of me somehow. I owe everything I have and everything I am to you, thank you for that. I cannot wait for the day to come where I'm with you again forever, but for now I'll just have to be as strong as I can and live to make you proud cause you raised me to be a soldier just like you, I hope your in heaven in so much peace and happiness because you deserve it, I will never know a more kinder, loving, generous, beautiful hearted person in my life and I am blessed and proud to have known you. I love you always my gorgeous queen, your in my heart and mind forever. XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX