Dear mummy, Iv spent the last few days really down Iv missed you so much it's unbelievable I can't believe it's been 3 months already.. It feels like yesterday. I can't help but wonder if you'd be home now.. What life would be like.. Would u be happy.. Healthy.. All the what ifs are so hard to think of, I just wish so much you were here with me still. But I feel you everyday and I know wherever you are it'll be good cause you earn it. All I ask is that you show me a sign that your happy and well cause that is all I could ever ask for. Mum I love you millions and trillions and there's not a day that goes by where your not on my mind, I love you always xoxoxoxoxooxoxo