Mum Iv thought so much today about the last 6 months and what you went through, it breaks my heart and twists my stomach it's the part that hurts most second to losing you. I feel so lost and overwhelmed without you.. I went to the dentist for the first time alone without you I hope your proud of me. Iv got a lot on the next few weeks back at college..housing.. Giving myself a kick up the backside like you'd do if you were here trying my best to carry on. I miss you millions, I wish you were here to hold me cause that's the only place I felt safe. Hugs. Kisses. Wishes. Always. Your porkupine and the 3 rascals xxx